One month to go

Twitchy and I spent half the weekend away from each other. Him with the boys on sat night, me with the girls on Sunday arvo. Also marked a successful weekend for me driving the x1 and familiarizing with it. It means that I will be ok when baby's here!!!

I visited a good friend of mine who just gave birth too. When I looked at their new addition,I just felt... In awe and ...a bit of panic! Omg. Just like that life changes!

So tonight I had a bit of a breakdown. Just think- twitchy and I , our relationship will never be the same again when baby's here! The more I think about it, the more significant it becomes. This is life changing! Baby, kids will be with us for at least another 20-25 years! We'll never be " the twitchy and I"  again. And I panicked. I love our us time. What if we never have this time ever again? So as I told Twitchy my fears earlier tonight I burst int tears.

I love baby, I really do. But I love Twitchy too, and I never want things to ever change. 10 years of just the two of us. It's a weird apprehension that I have no idea where it came from! But we had a good chat and I supposed things will never change unless we let it change us. There will always be date nights and we will always make time and effort for the two of us.

Love you Twitchy.xx u mean the world to me ( and baby)!