- I had a sneaky colleague and a nasty new boss. Who were relentless and were more interested in stepping on everyone else to get on top, and not in a nice manner either.
- Twitchy has also quit his job and is now in a startup company. His hours are erratic, which means he is unable to help with daycare drop-offs and pick ups. He is also most likely going to be travelling in the future too.
- Baby K is still not sleeping through the night. We are constantly sick.
- Although Baby K seem to love the carers at daycare, she always looks tired when we pick her up. And her eczema would flare up quite badly.We'd apply cream but same thing happens everyday.
- Baby K is just not thriving. She seems happy and ok but I feel like i am not doing enough for her well being. To nourish her with food and love.
At first i had intended to find another job nearby and possibly go part time but after a month, Twitchy and I agree - we will reduce the days that Baby K is at day care and I will be the homemaker. Twitchy's career is on the verge of taking off and we want him to focus so I would help keep the household running.
Will this work? I don't know.
Will I be happy in the long run? I don't know.
Will I regret this? I doubt it.
At the end of the day, nothing else hurts more when I see my baby being so tired. Sick and unhappy.
So here's to motherhood and the (life) career we put on hold while we care for the little one.
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