Baby blues v2.0

Having gone through this first time around, I was bracing myself for the day 3-5 baby blues to hit. And it sure did! Sleep deprivation and hormone surge is a killer combo. 

Today I grieve that my firstborn is no longer my one and only. She will have to share, she will struggle to understand that even though mummy loves her very much, mummy's time is now going to be occupied with the newborn. I'll aways try my best so you won't feel abandoned but darling.... I swear I am doing the best I can. 😭 

I vow to recover quicker, grow stronger and be well for my two kids. 

Not sure if I'm even coherent but felt the urge to write these emotions down.